Friday, May 13, 2011

Solitude

A remote chill woke him
surrounded by an obscure atmosphere,
bewildered by an inner fear.
He felt himself in a dream
between sleep and awake;
where his horrors and his fears
combine into one greater sphere. 
He stood against the dreary passage
that called to him in a profound undertone.
Through his skin crept a glorious devastation
a persistent suffocation.
Seeking amity he took the long obscure path
that seemed to devour him. 
Frightened by the mere echo of his cries
wishing to find himself in this puzzling maze,
he searched in vain. 
A restless fear that grew louder by the minute
brought him to his knees. 
Within the vast obscurity of his solitude 
he yearned, aspired companionship. 
Just as he felt the solid grip of madness
and the final overthrow of helplessness;
a harmony enveloped him. 
He sighed away a revelation of truth, 
a comprehension of reality. 
He accepted his fate and peace
as the sole and final end of his existence. 
And the obscure atmosphere 
that once shook him, 
welcomed him back home.  

Alone


From childhood's hour I have not been
As others were; I have not seen
As others saw; I could not bring
My passions from a common spring.
From the same source I have not taken
My sorrow; I could not awaken
My heart to joy at the same tone;
And all I loved, I loved alone.
Then- in my childhood, in the dawn
Of a most stormy life was drawn
From every depth of good and ill
The mystery which binds me still:
From the torrent, or the fountain,
From the red cliff of the mountain,
From the sun that round me rolled
In its autumn tint of gold,
From the lightning in the sky
As it passed me flying by,
From the thunder and the storm,
And the cloud that took the form
(When the rest of Heaven was blue)
Of a demon in my view. 


- Edgar Allan Poe

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

I Am Painted


The color is thick and obscure
showered by this imperfection.

It penetrates through my skin,
it dwells within myself. 

It's unnatural, it's disease!
My defenses are restrained. 
This infestation glorifies
upon my being.

It punctures and humiliates,
I am painted. 

I purge in this rotten mixture
I gasp for breath, 
a short moment of release
but I drown further below
condemning me for ever trying. 

It slowly takes every vital breath.
When every moment seems like eternity
and I am left a stranger,
no longer myself
I am painted.

Gypsy

With the white light of the moon
and the warm sands upon my face
I remember you
I remember the essence of your presence
the chilling of your stare
the light darkness of your skin
true child of ancient deserts
Green jewels in your eyes
dark shadows under them
Garments flowing in the distant winds
this is how I remember you
like the sun
like the desert 
and the wind
like my heart
like my love

Sunday, May 1, 2011

Quote:

"We are the music makers and we are the dreamers of dreams."


 - Willy Wonka

Poge

There is so much oxygen in the Earth
and I could only take one breath.
There are a million miles ahead of me
and I can only take one step.
There's an atmosphere if air
but only one wind passes through me.
There are million trillion gallons of water
but only one drop falls through me.
There are thousands to say
but only one word will come from me...

...and somehow... it's enough.